What are the things that I do now, that will guarantee that I lose?
• Masturbation: 4X+ a day. It may seem harmless but I tend to couple this with aggressive sex chatting, which has gotten me in trouble in the past. In fact I would say this problem is growing. Not only does masturbation quite literally drain my ambition and cognitive intelligence, but it soothes stress that I should be confronting, not trying to escape from. I can knock myself out of the game by masturbating as soon as I wake up, or keep myself up for hours at night when I’m already navigating a tight schedule. Often I will only sleep 3 hours a night, does not take a genius to say how this is detrimental.
• Procrastination: It’s not the problem it use to be when I lived a more normal life with an apartment and car. However I can say I’m still not making the progress I need to be making and all the while the days fly by.
• YouTube/Doomscrolling: I still fall for the mental trap of, having a coffee and relaxing to a random YouTube video, 30 minutes later and I’m doom scrolling. I don’t think anyone born in my generation around this technology is completely immune to this. I have this problem like most as a single man, where I cannot sleep unless I masturbate or watch a few YouTube videos, I tell myself these videos are only 10 minutes each and well.. you can see the problem. In a normal lifestyle this would be fine, but in what I strive for this is no good.
• Not exercising regularly: I’ve been interested in brain health lately in a way that I never was before, I’m not the kind of guy to watch what goes in my body or on my skin. However as I battle brain fog on these 3 hour sleep days, I’ve learned the importance of exercise to at least increase blood flow to the brain. It’s really just another excuse for me to get out there and move my body. Some days this is rather hard for me especially in winter, because this means disrobing in a 46 degree house with ice cold floors, some days it has been so cold that I would do an entire workout in a light jacket while inside. Same cannot be said for boxing however, no matter how cold it is outside, after 15 minutes I’m overheating in a tshirt and shorts, while my ears are freezing off. The logistics of exercising in this environment also hamper me a bit. I hate being stinky, I’ve bought wash wipes from Amazon, so after an excercise while still warm, I wipe myself down.
• Not Marketing: I dislike my systems for how I market my Onlyfans, they are repetitive and hard on the thumbs, I’m on my phone nearly every waking second of every day unless I’m exercising, tapping away non stop with my right thumb the entire time. Marketing is quite literally painful for me as I do not pay for automation, I do it all myself. For example, to get attention on Twitter, I post comments, my max is 100 comments a day as if I do more I risk getting blocked by Twitter, very repetitive manual actions that I will be hiring employees to do because I am so over it.
• Not selling: For the past month I have lost my gut for selling in regards to my Onlyfans. So many that I offer lifetime access to in anticipation for a $10-$80 tip do not tip. This obviously makes me feel terrible in some way when a guy who clearly has a good job will not even tip $10. Well, they single themselves out at least, could say onlyfans is a character test, I offer you the keys to the castle, and they accept those keys giving absolutely nothing in return, I know to avoid these people like the plague in real life, as they are the kind to only take. So my confidence has taken a hit in this regard as what I thought I was offering was pretty amazing. As selling is one of my main sources of income, I have no choice but to suck it up and move forward.
According to Alex Hormozi the number one predictor to wealth is zip code. It’s where you live and who you are around, who you compare yourself to either consciously or subconsciously. As they say, your net worth is your network. The idea being here, that one of the best ways to move up in society is to change where you live, and who you associate and are friends with. Another Alex Hormozi quote unrelated to the first is, “your work, works on you, more than you work on your work”
Another Instagram account bites the dust, RIP @pg13.isaac sunk countless hours into this account, fleshing it out, gaining the trust of my followers to know im a real human boy, not a bot. The icing on the cake, just 7 hours earlier I had paid Meta $14 to authentify my account and give me a blue check mark. Instagram is becoming increasingly restrictive as I’m getting caught up in their war against bots, a lot of my actions are very bot like, my follow/unfollow methods, posting rate etc all drive Instagram moderation crazy. I have a personal conspiracy theory, that Instagram is using bots as an excuse to crack down on users doing Follow/Unfollow, because this method works so well in growing an account that those that use it have no reason to pay Instagram for followers. The thing is, paying Instagram for followers is practically useless, the algorithm thus far has not been able to target in the same way a human being can. True, you can get your photos a ton of views by Instagram forcefully putting it in front of others faces, but it targeted incorrectly they have no reason to follow you back. I considered offering my skills as a paid service to grow Instagram accounts through Follow/unfollow method, but the latest Instagram updates have put that idea to bed. This will have an impact on my blog as I will no longer be able to drive traffic to this page, without the ability to grow my account as a nobody. I’m not too concerned however, as my goal is to become rich and record it, not become insta famous and get rich that way, ya know, the fake it till you make it game, Dan lok anyone?
Because I lost my high profile Instagram, and will no doubt feel the reverberations for at least a few months as my sales will dip further, I’ve tasked my employee Darlene on growing my Twitter. The way to do this is pretty Simple, 50 to 100 comments a day is enough to bring their eyes to my page securing follows and hopefully subscriptions to my page, due to the unique nature of twitter I have yet to really attempt person to person sales. So instead I depend on my marketing in this case, which admittedly is not very good as I live with my father, limiting how I can advertise myself quite significantly. I am looking forward to getting on the road, I’m quite sure I’ll climb to the top of the Twitter onlyfans game in no time once out and about.
When doing my reply’s I use a little trick I learned from my days as an eBay reseller, using all caps to draw as much attention as possible to my comments.
I do feel a tinge of guilt for roping Darlene into all of this, she’s 19 now and has seen more dicks then she should ever have at her age. I have big plans for her, I see potential in her that I do not think she sees in herself. My dream is to get her out of the porn biz and onto better and more fulfilling pastures, I hope I can make this girl rich, could not ask for a better first employee.
Culmination of Problems
I find myself often glancing in this area when I hear any kind of bump through my headphones, if someone stands in front of the door, I will see their shadow. And who would I expect but perhaps a sheriff coming to take me in for debts left unpaid from a past life Isaac so to speak, and as such these unwelcome shadows put pressure on my father whom I’ve been living with for over a year now. It’s a rather miserable situation, my father is a born again Christian to the extreme, and I’m agnostic, I care not for what he believes in. But for him it has been the opposite, taking every waking moment to quite loudly listen to DVDs on creation science ( science of a Christian god creating everything) this has been distracting for me, so I bought headphones, and up went the volume on the tv. The guy watches 5 creation DVDs a day on a nonstop loop, I happen to be in the same room where the tv is. I guarantee once I’m gone he’s not gonna touch those creation DVDs ever again lol. If only my father could understand I view his beliefs the same way he views Muslim beliefs, it’s all rather silly to me. I’m thankful he has helped me though, I’m a strong believer in family units, and as long as I’m making money he will never experience want, or need. ( to be continued.. )
Day 9 to $100,000,000