Unfortunately my hours at Amazon have been cut, I am no longer allowed to work 6 days a week, I have been reduced to only 5 hours a week. I am hoping that I can still maintain around $3,000 a month take home pay. Interestingly just the day before I was cut. was my single off day, I was shopping around for an Iphone 17 pro, now seeing my hours will be cut, Im going to lay off any purchases this month, try to hit $4,000 saved before buying a phone. Most likely I will not be buying a brand new Iphone and instead will be buying a brand new 15 or 16 pro model. Overall, for my content creation I do need to buy more phones, so this works out, I’ll probably have up to 4 phones strategically positioned around my apartment allowing me to shoot better quality videos, utilizing more exciting angles, for both my Onlyfans and my inputvoutput social media.

Yesterday I made $289 Amazon (overtime) My Onlyfans made $0 and I spent $5 at a gas station buying a large white monster with cap, and another $10 at Dollar General for snacks, pretzels, chocolate, and beef sticks, even though I had already packed lunch, consisting of two peanut butter sandwiches. After my Amazon shift I hit the gym for an hour, chest and triceps before heading home and falling to sleep. Waking early and staying up from midnight to now, cleaned my apartment and due to the loss of hours have allocated a portion of my food from the refrigerator to the freezer determined to spend no money on food this month! see how it goes ha ha

having my hours cut naturally led to anxiety, the fuel of all creativity and good things, lets be honest, famous actors, athletes, inventors, military generals and leaders make make powerful decisions while under tremendous stress that is often life changing in positive ways, while the person sitting on the couch may wish for their life while never venturing out of their comfort zone.

I find it rather odd that people try to medicate their anxiety with, alcohol, drugs, sloth, sex or in my case copious amounts of porn. Anxiety exists to propel us forward in life, to change our lives for the better, when we medicate anxiety we become depressed, and the more we do not act on what we know we need to do, the more depressed we become.