When it comes to women, I have severe trauma to say the least. Ive always been a little different, growing up, very selective in the kind of girl I liked, and Im no different today. In my mind only marriage exists, I don’t see the point in dating someone year after year, only to hang it up and move on to the next. As a young teen I avoided girls who had a lot of boys around them, or appeared easy, avoided slutty girls. I remember the physical pain and revulsion when twerking became a thing, at a young age I was distraught, there seemed to be no more good women, my chances of finding a good family-oriented wife seemed dashed upon the rocks. At 17 I knew I could never marry an American girl, just overhearing the way they talked in school, so vulgar and classless. It was pretty clear my expectations for the opposite sex were rooted in pure fantasy for seemingly the vast majority of females.