8am- started this morning out feeling great! Got my 7 hours of sleep, well 6 because I woke up early, could not seem to sleep that final hour, too excited to get up and work. I did around 30 minutes or Arabic, my heart is torn when learning Arabic, because I had originally started out learning Farsi. So, in typical Isaac fashion, I have decided to learn both languages at the same time. When I fatigue, or grow tired of one language, I will jump to the next. I see learning languages as a skill, like learning to read or ride a bicycle or walk. Growing up, and in our daily life, we learn multiple skills at once, so why should I balk at learning multiple languages? I’m sure I will confuse the two together sometimes, but that’s just part of the learning process. I don’t expect to reach any high level of proficiency on an app, I currently use Mondoly.. I do however expect to build up a language base, so when I spend the money on actual tutor or courses, I have a good foundation set up in advance. I expect to progress faster on Farsi than Arabic, as I have more instant utilization for Farsi, and more friends who speak the language that I can converse with, also Farsi is generally regarded as being more simple and easy to learn than Arabic. For today my plan is to get my morning routine out of the way quickly, and do Direct sales all day long, I’m behind on my sales quota for the month, and would like to catch up! 9pm. Running very behind on direct sales, starting now. The one thing I never expected to happen while living here is catching feelings online, it was all one way apparently, once I was able to figure out the other person only valued me as a friend, I broke off the relationship. I’m too old for that shit, 28 years old, I ain’t making idle friendships that go nowhere. I’m a little behind in this game called life, wasted my mid 20s really well. And I do apologize to all the old school mates trying to get in contact with me, i just don’t have as long on earth as I use to, i would love nothing more than to shoot the shit with you, but we are all dying to get out of here. This relationship was a roller coaster, as short as it was, I just hope I learned lessons, that I can then apply to any future rel. 11:30pm. Surreal, how you can go from being all about a person, to wishing you never met them… AFTER ACTION REPORT. I was very distracted and heartbroken today, tried as I might could not focus very well. Considering that I do not often catch feelings, I excused myself for this day, this is a different pain then being sick or tired.