8pm. I woke up late this morning, I’m home alone today, I do not typically do very well completely unsupervised like a child if you will. I tend to act out on my addiction until no longer able to do. As for my love interest, I feel 100% over them. I had a strong attraction, but because it was one sided, was easy to let go of. I was really worried that these feelings would hamper with my work, I got enough problems as is, ya dig? As of 8pm, my eyes are sore, I have a headache from all the debauchery I engaged in today, my spine feels week, severe brain fog. 4 cups of coffee has done nothing, but deep in my stomach I feel a strange kind of energy and excitement. Naturally I’m a night person, as it comes to creativity and focus. My guess, is that I’m so use to working in the evening, that I automatically snap into a work mode as the sun sets. This would have been the time at the very latest that I would have started to work Uber, last year and the past 3 years before. So it makes sense that I automatically snap to, as the sun sets. Here’s to hoping that I wake up in time tomorrow, to do my abdominal excersices, read the Quran and meditate.