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Monday. July 10, 2023
9:30am. Since Friday, my punching bag has been exposed to the elements, it’s rained a few times already, the wooden chair as well. But I don’t care, in fact, I don’t care about anything, myself included, I could care the least about becoming a millionaire. I type this out of pure reflex, because even though…
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July 9, Sunday 2023
12:30pm. The only thing I’m certain of, is that I’m uncertain. Sometimes it really be like that 👆
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July 8, Saturday 2023
8pm. I woke up late this morning, I’m home alone today, I do not typically do very well completely unsupervised like a child if you will. I tend to act out on my addiction until no longer able to do. As for my love interest, I feel 100% over them. I had a strong attraction,…
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July 7, Friday 2023
Woke up very late today (8am) I should return to track after today, I went through some shhht. When it comes to romance, this was a new experience for me. It was the first time that I’ve truly liked someone in 10 years, and I’ve been through countless women from all around the world, admittedly…
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July 6, Thursday 2023
8am- started this morning out feeling great! Got my 7 hours of sleep, well 6 because I woke up early, could not seem to sleep that final hour, too excited to get up and work. I did around 30 minutes or Arabic, my heart is torn when learning Arabic, because I had originally started out…
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July 5, 2023
Heartbreak as a catalyst to change. Clearly I’m not emotionally, physically or financially good enough now in my current state, so I seek to become, desirable, not insufferable. Change is painful, but so is staying the same. When it comes to love, I feel a bit hopeless, I can fix my financial and physical problems,…