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I may be carrying a sexual disease and how this could impact me marrying
7am- Haha wow! Anyway, since I’ve arrived at my fathers, I guess you could say I’ve become more in tune with my senses, how my body feels, smells etc. I can smell my neighbors hair wash from up a hill and through a forest! Living in this environment is devoid of synthetic smells, myself included.…
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Masturbation, once a day, allowed
I’m going to be allowing myself one Masturbation a day, right before sleeping, we will see how this goes. This comes from a guy who sometimes 10 times a day is simply not enough, I’ve learned over time of course that my masturbation tends to stem from my anxiety and my body uses it as…
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what makes me think a god does not exist, and life is just so boring tbh
10pm: I should be asleep, today was an entire day wasted, some days it takes a lot of convincing to work, a lot of imagining the future I should be working towards. Life for me is just so boring, I hardly have any reason to be doing it beyond my basic personal needs and few…
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No more Onlyfans?
8pm: I may shift to Drop-shipping as opposed to continuing Onlyfans in the long term. The more I read of the Quran and grow closer to Islam, the more or a gradual transformation I feel within myself, and it’s getting harder and harder to suppress and ignore. As an agnostic that thinks the idea of…
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Learning system will be scaled back a bit.
9:00am Yesterday I added a new learning system, however I will be scaling it back a bit, instead of 4 full entire hours, I will add two extra hours for sales, if I still cannot bring my sales up to where I want them, then I may need to scrap my learning system for the…
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learning System Added
This will be my first time adding an actual dedicated learning system to my schedule, for an entire year, I have just focused on dumb hustling, learning as I go, as opposed to concentrated learning. Well not anymore, it’s obvious, education is probably one if not the most important skill to an entrepreneur. The ability…
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Friday
2pm. A gorgeous afternoon, I’ve got my kitty asleep to the left of my desk, I have fashioned him a bed with blankets that is level to my table. I have the windows open, and currently there is a soft breeze blowing through, not too hot not too cold, golden sunlight shines into the forest…