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5:30am. Forgot somehow to set my alarm for 4am, woke up at 5am instead. I’ve begun to sell my underwear in earnest, $40 a pair, comes with a custom video as well. For all the work that goes into, I should charge more, each underwear takes around 3 hours to prepare, minus the days spent…

4:30am Day 1/66 ( actually day 2)Woke up a little early today, was aiming for 8 hours of sleep, got around 7, couldn’t stay asleep any longer. Last night I kept my phone across the room and did not touch it, in the past typically I would be on my phone, surfing p*rn sites, trying…

5:22pm What is there to say? Went to bed very late last night, woke up late this morning, had such a bad headache ate breakfast and went back to sleep for another 4 or 5 hours. Lost count of how many times I indulged in my addiction today. I’m far behind on my sales, I…

4:30am. woke up tired, last night is the first night in a week or more that I went straight to sleep my phone across the room and plugged in on airplane mode. It would not surprise me if I average 3 hours of sleep typically due to addiction. I aim for 7 hours of sleep…

6am. Last night wrote out a new schedule, I have been going through the last month and a half with no schedule, hopefully this helps. I woke up late, and went to bed late per the schedule, I can write the best schedule in the world, but if I do not follow it, then it’s…

7:30am. Woke up an hour late 6am. Feeling really lethargic today, last night was very hot, lots of tossing and turning. I’m feeling extreme levels of brain fog, the coffee I’m drinking is not helping. I’ve learned that for myself, monster energy drinks break through my brain fog and create clarity, whereas coffee does not…

9:40am. Per the usual I woke up late, after an entire hour and a half indulging in my addiction. Nothing like starting your day feeling less than ideal after sleeping 3 hours the night before. I’m going to clean the house, which means vacuuming the floors, wiping down my table, and putting my fathers clutter…

9:30am. Since Friday, my punching bag has been exposed to the elements, it’s rained a few times already, the wooden chair as well. But I don’t care, in fact, I don’t care about anything, myself included, I could care the least about becoming a millionaire. I type this out of pure reflex, because even though…

12:30pm. The only thing I’m certain of, is that I’m uncertain. Sometimes it really be like that 👆

8pm. I woke up late this morning, I’m home alone today, I do not typically do very well completely unsupervised like a child if you will. I tend to act out on my addiction until no longer able to do. As for my love interest, I feel 100% over them. I had a strong attraction,…