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July 7, Friday 2023
Woke up very late today (8am) I should return to track after today, I went through some shhht. When it comes to romance, this was a new experience for me. It was the first time that I’ve truly liked someone in 10 years, and I’ve been through countless women from all around the world, admittedly…
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July 6, Thursday 2023
8am- started this morning out feeling great! Got my 7 hours of sleep, well 6 because I woke up early, could not seem to sleep that final hour, too excited to get up and work. I did around 30 minutes or Arabic, my heart is torn when learning Arabic, because I had originally started out…
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July 5, 2023
Heartbreak as a catalyst to change. Clearly I’m not emotionally, physically or financially good enough now in my current state, so I seek to become, desirable, not insufferable. Change is painful, but so is staying the same. When it comes to love, I feel a bit hopeless, I can fix my financial and physical problems,…
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MENTAL HEALTH WHILE LIVING WITH FATHER
Losing the rental car, being banned from the rental company, and moving in with my father at 28 years old has absolutely rattled me to the core. Although like everything, I’m beginning to adjust to this lifestyle, even as I fight the adjustment tooth and nail, and try to maintain a sense of urgency and…
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MY FATHERS HOME ( IN PHOTOS)
I’ve chosen to share photos of the messy chaotic environment I have been occupying for a month now. I was very upset to return to this place, I tried very hard to get as far away as possible. It may come as no surprise that my father is very anti capitalist, he hates money and…
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CURRENT LIFESTYLE WHILE LIVING IN MY FATHERS HOME
Daily life though odd, has become very simple. There is no worry of rent, no distractions or interacting with society. Even my own father prefers to stay in town with a friend rather than be in this house! There are some odd rules so to speak that I must adhere to while out here. The…
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BACK TO SQUARE ONE, I MOVED IN WITH MY IMPOVERISHED FATHER
OK guys it’s going to be one of those posts where I start with currently. It’s been a long time and I have a lot of catching up to do. I will try to fill in gaps as I go along. Currently it’s Monday, 19 September 22 and I’m homeless no car and I’m living…
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ADDICTION
Originally written October 2021. I sit here in my apartment that I can hardly afford and I wonder if there really is a future for an addict. Obviously some make it, but the majority are ran into the ground by their addictions. I remember that time of my life where I was not addicted, so…
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If I can do it, you can too
Originally written, July 2021 Hello, my name is Isaac. As I hastily write this I am sitting inside my car outside of McDonald’s in between Uber orders. I am 26 soon to be 27, going through a divorce, I am over $30,000 in debt and badly addicted.I’ve decided I am going to become a millionaire.…